This is the saddest thing I have ever read.
At twenty-seven I felt like Faith Jackson did, that I would never meet anyone, that I would be alone my whole life, that I would never have work that I enjoyed, a partner, joy in life. I too felt that everything would be the same.
Every day you wake up is one with potential for things to change. Sometimes it takes a long time. Sometimes it doesn't look like you thought it would. But to give up at age 34 is tragic.
If you find yourself feeling like this, that you do not feel like going on because nothing in your life will ever change, PLEASE SEEK HELP.